கனவில் அவள் :

En kanavu :



பிரிந்து விட்டாய் , என் மனதை பிழிந்து விட்டாய் !
பிரிந்து விட்டாய் , பல மாதம் கடந்து விட்டாய் !
நட்பு வட்டம் இருந்தும் உன்னை தான் சுற்றினேன் நாய் போல !
சொந்த பந்தம் இருந்தும் உன்னை தான் சிந்தித்தேன் பல நாள் போல !



விலகிய நீ எதற்கு வருகிறாய் என் கனவில் ,
துக்கம் தந்த உனக்கு , என் தூக்கமும் வேண்டுமா !

நீ சந்தோஷ பட நினைக்கும் என்னை முன் போல் மாற்றிவிடு !
மறந்தும் என் கனவில் varamal ஒதுங்கிவிடு ! திரு மதியே !!!!

General Behaviour of Officials in the Last 10 Min:

Minute by Minute:


1. Mail forwardings
2. Seeing system timing
3. Thinking to go out and come, but not going
4. Seeing watch timing
5. Seeing mobile Messgae and call register
6. Sytem timing
7. thinking about evening Schedule
8. Refreshing ourself
9. Watching differently our Cabin Items, Locker, Empty water Bottle
10 .Seeing system Timing .


Note: Got a thought and Wrote this in the Last min

True luv story (really cute).. Its a lesson for all Guys and Gals about adjustment!!!!! ---------Really nice one MUST

Ours was an arranged marriage. It was done the traditional way. Our Parents took care of everything. My only condition was that she should be ready to work. Our horoscopes and photos were exchanged. Everything Matched. I spoke to her over the phone. We talked about things two strangers would talk. She was a lecturer in Bangalore who felt Chemistry was more important than Hindi movies. There was no engagement. The date for marriage was fixed in 2 weeks as I could not get a vacation after that. Even the vacation time I got was just 10 days.
Everything was fixed. It was supposed to be very hectic for me. We got married and 2 days later we had to leave the country. She cried like there was no tomorrow when we left. She would not talk to me on the plane. I thought that was usual for an Indian girl. I thought she would get over it. Once home she would not talk to me. She sat in a corner staring at the TV. For the first couple of days I had to catch up on some work and did not take her mood seriously.
A week later I sat beside her and asked her, "What is wrong?"
"Why did you bring me here?"
"What do you mean? What happened?"
"I want to go home"
"This is your home"
"No. I want to go home. Please buy me a ticket"
"Look, everybody feels homesick. I did when I came here the first time. It is normal. You will get over it. Sorry I have been busy with work.
We can go out this weekend. You will meet my friends and other people who will be very friendly. Come on be a good girl"
"I hate this place. I miss my family, my friends, my college. All the people I know are not here. I want to go home"
"Think for a minute. Try to reason it out yourself. What is your plan by the way? So you want to go back and never come back?"
"Yes"
"Are you crazy?"
"If you think this is crazy then I am."
"It is ok if you do not answer this question. Is there someone else?"
"No. I want to go home. I will call 911 if you do not send me"
"First cool down. Think about it. Think about our parents. It is less than a month that we got married and now you want to return home. You very well knew that you had to come here. What were you thinking? Even if you are returning home what happens to our marriage?"
"I am not blaming you. I take the blame. It is my mistake. I can't stay so far away from my family. If you are so interested come to India"
"I am family too! What you are asking is ridiculous."
The next day she would not change her mind. I called my folks. They said that it was my decision and they would stand by me. I booked her ticket and put it in her hand the next evening. She was to leave in 2 days.
Nothing would convince her to change her mind. She was crying like a kid. Then she left.
She had done nothing for me to miss but something inside me was telling me that I was at fault. I tried to shake it off but as time grew I started feeling more guilty. I called her. She made it clear that she did not find me despicable but she would not leave her city. Her parents apologized profusely but they were helpless too.
I have had crushes. None of them were serious. There was this girl in my high school tuition whose phone no I managed to find out. Then the prettiest girl in college whom everybody loved, who talked to me once. Then the girl from my city who was at my university in USA who made me feel at home when I visited her place. I had ignored them once I crossed their paths. But Anjali was my wife. I could not ignore her.
I decided to quit my job. I went home. No one back home knew I was returning. I wanted to surprise her. I dropped off my bags at my place and went to the college she was teaching. The gate keeper would not let me in. So I had to wait outside for the classes to get over.
She walked out alone, struggling to carry her bag, tired, with slow steps. She was walking towards the bus stop. I silently followed her and went behind her and whispered, "Do you mind if I carry your bag?"
She was startled and turned to face me. Her eyes lit up. I was not sure if I could hug her. I was smiling and she had a 100 questions written all over her face. "I want to spend a week with you in this city. Show me the things that you could not miss"
That one week went in a jiffy. She was treated a kid at home with all the comforts. That explained her behavior. Coffee was brought to her in the morning. Even her dress was laid out for her. She would have breakfast and leave. The bus journey was an hour. She would sit near the window with a book. Then once in the college she would teach her classes and come out tired in the evening. She would stand in the crowded bus carrying her bag which would look heavy. Then she would alight, go home, have a snack and would head out to a friend's place. Some times she'd stay home watching TV or listening to music. When her dad returned she would join him and they'd have dinner. Then her mom would tuck her in bed. Weekends were not much different. She would sleep late, wake up for breakfast and lie down talking on the phone. Then she would visit the temple in the evening and would have her singing lessons. Then she would eat out and would head home late.
That was her life. It was something every human being wanted - simple, content and happy. Of course to her I was a villain. I told her that I understood her. I wanted to know if it was ok if she stayed in the same city but away from her parents. Her only condition was that I should not stay at my parent's place to which I agreed. So we moved into a small apartment. She knew nothing. She had to be taught everything. She learnt. It was hard to make her understand that she had duties and she had a husband. Coffee had to be brought to her in the morning. She made the rules and broke them. She did not care for me. Sometimes she would not return home but go to her parents' place without informing me. I would have had to go bring her back.
Slowly she started realizing about married life. She would wake up before me, try to cook, agree for a movie, visit my friend's place, invite me to her college, let me dress her up, dance in front of me, teach me Chemistry, talk about her crushes, play cricket with me, make me cry for a change. She was growing mature day by day. One day she apologized for the whole thing. I brushed it aside. Finally I had her the way I wanted.
Today I am happy and content with my life. She is still there crying to get her things done. I keep reminding her how she had threatened to call the police. She laughs it away. Some times I wonder how life would have been if I had not returned. Then again some things are left as they are.
That's how life is...
There are two ways of meeting difficulties:
You alter the difficulties, or you alter yourself to meet them"

SIXTH SENSE

ABOUT
'SixthSense' is a wearable gestural interface that augments the physical world around us with digital information and lets us use natural hand gestures to interact with that information. We've evolved over millions of years to sense the world around us. When we encounter something, someone or some place, we use our five natural senses to perceive information about it; that information helps us make decisions and chose the right actions to take. But arguably the most useful information that can help us make the right decision is not naturally perceivable with our five senses, namely the data, information and knowledge that mankind has accumulated about everything and which is increasingly all available online. Although the miniaturization of computing devices allows us to carry computers in our pockets, keeping us continually connected to the digital world, there is no link between our digital devices and our interactions with the physical world. Information is confined traditionally on paper or digitally on a screen. SixthSense bridges this gap, bringing intangible, digital information out into the tangible world, and allowing us to interact with this information via natural hand gestures. ‘SixthSense’ frees information from its confines by seamlessly integrating it with reality, and thus making the entire world your computer. The SixthSense prototype is comprised of a pocket projector, a mirror and a camera. The hardware components are coupled in a pendant like mobile wearable device. Both the projector and the camera are connected to the mobile computing device in the user’s pocket. The projector projects visual information enabling surfaces, walls and physical objects around us to be used as interfaces; while the camera recognizes and tracks user's hand gestures and physical objects using computer-vision based techniques. The software program processes the video stream data captured by the camera and tracks the locations of the colored markers (visual tracking fiducials) at the tip of the user’s fingers using simple computer-vision techniques. The movements and arrangements of these fiducials are interpreted into gestures that act as interaction instructions for the projected application interfaces. The maximum number of tracked fingers is only constrained by the number of unique fiducials, thus SixthSense also supports multi-touch and multi-user interaction. The SixthSense prototype implements several applications that demonstrate the usefulness, viability and flexibility of the system. The map application lets the user navigate a map displayed on a nearby surface using hand gestures, similar to gestures supported by Multi-Touch based systems, letting the user zoom in, zoom out or pan using intuitive hand movements. The drawing application lets the user draw on any surface by tracking the fingertip movements of the user’s index finger. SixthSense also recognizes user’s freehand gestures (postures). For example, the SixthSense system implements a gestural camera that takes photos of the scene the user is looking at by detecting the ‘framing’ gesture. The user can stop by any surface or wall and flick through the photos he/she has taken. SixthSense also lets the user draw icons or symbols in the air using the movement of the index finger and recognizes those symbols as interaction instructions. For example, drawing a magnifying glass symbol takes the user to the map application or drawing an ‘@’ symbol lets the user check his mail. The SixthSense system also augments physical objects the user is interacting with by projecting more information about these objects projected on them. For example, a newspaper can show live video news or dynamic information can be provided on a regular piece of paper. The gesture of drawing a circle on the user’s wrist projects an analog watch. The current prototype system costs approximate $350 to build.

For Pictures and Videos of this Wonderful Creature Click on the below link
http://www.pranavmistry.com/projects/sixthsense/

Money:

Without Petrol Bike will not run,
without Money, "Bachelor" life will not run


with Money U can get beer,
without Money U will get Bear

என் பொக்கிஷங்கள் :

சிகப்பு நிறம் , Harry potter heroine போன்ற முகம் , அசின் நடை , நுனி நாக்கு Grammer தவறா ஆங்கிலம் ,சற்று உயரம் தூக்கும் aval heels, என்னை முதலில் வருடிய அவள் "orange" சுடிதார் துப்பட்டா , en காதலை சந்திக்க செய்த Vellammal College, எங்கள் காதல் வளர்த்த "Maruthi browsing centre", aval தந்த கடிதங்கள் , அவள் என்னிடம் விட்டு சென்ற அவள் Lab coat, என் recordil அவள் வரைந்த diagram gal, அவள் odu 6 dhadavai சென்ற அன்பே ஆருயிரே படம் , அவள் உதட்டை சுவைத்தத என் முதல் முத்தம் , அவள் கன்னத்தில் அறைந்த "vandalur zoo", எனக்கு ஆங்கிலம் நன்கு பேச கற்று தந்த அந்த 4 நாள் உரையாடல் , அவள் familyodu அவள் ai site அடித்த அந்த gandhi beach, என் கன்னதில் கொடுத்த அவள் முதல் முத்தம்

முதல் மொபைல், முதல் நாள் !!!

மூன்றாம் செமஸ்டர் Exam நாளை ,
என் கையில் புதிய மொபைல் வந்த வேலை .
அந்த வெயிலில் என் மனதில் மட்டும் பசுமை அலை ,


பயத்தில் படிக்கும் நண்பனுக்கெல்லாம்
என் sms சென்றது அந்த இரவு பொழுதெல்லாம்


முறைதனர் பலர்
சிரித்தனர் சிலர்
என் முகத்தில் மட்டும் 1000 கலர்


Inbox நிறைந்தது " Who is this" என
Reply செய்து என் உள்ளம் குளிர்ந்தது " மகேஷ் " என



புதிய மொபைல் Ring டோன்
அடிக்கடி அடிக்கும் Sms டோன்
Horlicks சாப்பிட்ட குழந்தை போல " நான் ரொம்ப busy " என சொல்ல செய்தது



அன்று ,
60 பேர் உள்ள என் classil
6 பேர் கையில் மட்டும் cell,
7 வது ஆகா நான் முளைத்தேன்
சந்தோசத்தை நினைத்தே கலைத்தேன் .


பெண்களிடம் சரியாக பேச தெரியாத என்னை
சற்று சரி செய்த அந்த மொபைல்
வாழ்க!!!

Finland Mapla

சுனாமியில் தப்பித்த சுடரே ! நீ
"finland" போனால் எடுக்காது எங்கள் மொபைல் டவரே !

உன் பிறந்த நாளை வரவேற்றே ,
பிறந்திருக்கிறதோ நேற்றைய புத்தாண்டு?? !!
வருடத்தின் முதல் நாள் சந்தோஷம்!, என்றால்,
நீ பிறந்த இந்நாள் ஒரு சங்கீதம் !

மீசை மீது உனக்கில்லை ஆசை!
மீனம்பாக்கம் செல்வதே உன் தீரா ஆசை!!

"நாகை" புயலே!
"நகைச்சுவை" புலியே!
உன்னை பிரிவது எங்கள் விதியே!!

My first Teenage Love:

"+2". I never forget this Standard in my life. Coz, it gives a standard feeling in my life. Her name changed me as its actual Meaning, after i fell in love with Her.
Love or LUst.. I love that Lust. Coz that Angel was Next ,to me at the tution.

When she was sitting near to me, I couldnt know how the time has passed and how I was Paused that time.Power of girls actually starts with their eyes. that i felt first with that doll, yes that was my girl
I Used to go tution at 6.30, though my batch starts only with 7.30. Coz Her batch starts by 6.30.Most of time she used to come with her school uniform, Even now if i see that dress if wear by anygirl in that school, I just stop there and put a small flash back with her with Beautiful feelingsin my Heart.
My first speech to her was" K...., can i have ur Tution Note? I just want to copy the last day class whichi missed to do in my note" I knew that she couldnt understand that I Missed not the Lesson,but the session , with her . yes i had taken leave for those 3 days. Her first reply to Me" Hmmm.. Okay, But giveme soon, I need to Study".. Aiyo, what a reacion from Her,.
Myself(http://beintelligentalways.blogspot.com/), Arun(http://arun-smartalways.blogspot.com/), Jalal(http://avalpeyarkadhal.blogspot.com/) are all not a poet, Reallythe god, Yes. We make Poem by words, god Made a poem by a women and Made my tution as heaven.
After few days rolled Up, I started Mingling with her batch and Made me comfortable to see her alwaysand to Note her each reaction while she was talking with me or to any one.

I slowly wanted to change her track towards me. Since she is Really beauty, she didnt look at me with the look what i expected. But My love on her increased more than i Expected. I felt happy even looking at her pen, pencil , her School bag. Everything of her became the Most favourite things on that day.I looked out the chair she left from the Place. I feel a really feel (not a reel) that time.
one fine day, some feels really wanted me to share my wish towards her to her . i dont know how to express that. i just got her note with my Usual bit to her. and Put my FLAMES (to find relation) at back of her note . first i got enemies when i put with her name . then i tried with full name .finally i got love with her name along with her Father. i got what i liked. i was happy a lot and gave the note to her.
Next day tution has started. that tution teacher started the class as usual. me too started to site her as usual. My time that time, the teacher asked her to note to write and take class. i never know she didnt open the note at all. i got little fear. what others people will think. but with my little prayer, he didnt touch the last page. she took the note and Kept the note upside down to drink water. her Friend (hutch dog) opened the note upside down simply and Made my image there upside down. She started watching and laughing and showed to all , around 8 guys n girls were seeing . Also showed to My girl and Started kidding with Me. I managed somehow with my smile but she got really depressed with little tears in eyes. i never Expected and never wanted to see that reaction from her, but I saw that day. Little pain in my heart that time, very first time. i just chased her, crossed the stairs and reached her at the corner of street. She asked me" do i have anything like that with you?, What u told to them that we loving ah" i never that few of her were kidding her that we loving each other and informed them n all.. I dont know which culprit said i that . But they made me a situation like that . i was not in a position to think that n all. After that her Attitude totally changed. i felt that i was having a sky without moon even in full moon day. I was not matured that time to Accept that changes from her who gave a beautiful feeling to me for those 4 months . There was no Mob n all to msg and Convince . I was not a hero to show herosium to change her mind. i was help less . slowly started to get rid of her what she actually wanted. almost now its exam time. really saying i was not concentrated on studies that time truely coz of her. But somehow i got very good marks what i expected.thats god grace. Tution End before that. Her appearance end at the Tution but everywhere in the Ocean in my heart.

கனவு (12/4/2010)

எதற்கு நேற்று அப்படி,
அவள் தான் இல்லையே இன்று என் ஆசை படி .


மறக்க நினைக்கும் போதெல்லாம் !
மறக்காமல் வருகிறாளே , என் இரவு பொழுதெல்லாம் ! , கனவாக !


கனவிலும் என் புலம்பல் அவளிடம் எதற்கு என்னை விட்டு சென்றால் என ,
அதற்குள் என் கனவு சென்றது என் தூக்கத்தை விட்டு , பதில் கிடைக்காமல்

hmmmm அவள் கனவு தானே , அப்படி தான் இருக்கும் .

"Irish" Avasthai(11/4/2010)

அவளை பார்க்கவே , Menuvil விலையை பார்க்காமல்
Order செய்தது "irish Coffee"
முடித்தவுடன் காரில் சென்றால் அவள் ,
நண்பனின் கடனோடு சென்றேன் நான் .

"Irish" Avasthai(11/4/2010

காதல் !!!

காதல் ஒரு கனவு போன்றது,

சிலருக்கு பலிக்கும் !
பலருக்கு வலிக்கும் !

Thought for the day:

காதல், நேற்று வரை எனக்கு சுகம் !!

இன்று அது இல்லாததால் நான் சுதந்திரம் !!

Wake Up fast !!!!

வாடிப்போகும் காதலையும் , வருந்த வைக்கும் பூக்களையும் ,

இன்னும் நம்பும் வண்டுகள் இந்த உலகத்திலே ! ஏனோ இன்னும உறக்கத்திலே !