My first Teenage Love:

"+2". I never forget this Standard in my life. Coz, it gives a standard feeling in my life. Her name changed me as its actual Meaning, after i fell in love with Her.
Love or LUst.. I love that Lust. Coz that Angel was Next ,to me at the tution.

When she was sitting near to me, I couldnt know how the time has passed and how I was Paused that time.Power of girls actually starts with their eyes. that i felt first with that doll, yes that was my girl
I Used to go tution at 6.30, though my batch starts only with 7.30. Coz Her batch starts by 6.30.Most of time she used to come with her school uniform, Even now if i see that dress if wear by anygirl in that school, I just stop there and put a small flash back with her with Beautiful feelingsin my Heart.
My first speech to her was" K...., can i have ur Tution Note? I just want to copy the last day class whichi missed to do in my note" I knew that she couldnt understand that I Missed not the Lesson,but the session , with her . yes i had taken leave for those 3 days. Her first reply to Me" Hmmm.. Okay, But giveme soon, I need to Study".. Aiyo, what a reacion from Her,.
Myself(http://beintelligentalways.blogspot.com/), Arun(http://arun-smartalways.blogspot.com/), Jalal(http://avalpeyarkadhal.blogspot.com/) are all not a poet, Reallythe god, Yes. We make Poem by words, god Made a poem by a women and Made my tution as heaven.
After few days rolled Up, I started Mingling with her batch and Made me comfortable to see her alwaysand to Note her each reaction while she was talking with me or to any one.

I slowly wanted to change her track towards me. Since she is Really beauty, she didnt look at me with the look what i expected. But My love on her increased more than i Expected. I felt happy even looking at her pen, pencil , her School bag. Everything of her became the Most favourite things on that day.I looked out the chair she left from the Place. I feel a really feel (not a reel) that time.
one fine day, some feels really wanted me to share my wish towards her to her . i dont know how to express that. i just got her note with my Usual bit to her. and Put my FLAMES (to find relation) at back of her note . first i got enemies when i put with her name . then i tried with full name .finally i got love with her name along with her Father. i got what i liked. i was happy a lot and gave the note to her.
Next day tution has started. that tution teacher started the class as usual. me too started to site her as usual. My time that time, the teacher asked her to note to write and take class. i never know she didnt open the note at all. i got little fear. what others people will think. but with my little prayer, he didnt touch the last page. she took the note and Kept the note upside down to drink water. her Friend (hutch dog) opened the note upside down simply and Made my image there upside down. She started watching and laughing and showed to all , around 8 guys n girls were seeing . Also showed to My girl and Started kidding with Me. I managed somehow with my smile but she got really depressed with little tears in eyes. i never Expected and never wanted to see that reaction from her, but I saw that day. Little pain in my heart that time, very first time. i just chased her, crossed the stairs and reached her at the corner of street. She asked me" do i have anything like that with you?, What u told to them that we loving ah" i never that few of her were kidding her that we loving each other and informed them n all.. I dont know which culprit said i that . But they made me a situation like that . i was not in a position to think that n all. After that her Attitude totally changed. i felt that i was having a sky without moon even in full moon day. I was not matured that time to Accept that changes from her who gave a beautiful feeling to me for those 4 months . There was no Mob n all to msg and Convince . I was not a hero to show herosium to change her mind. i was help less . slowly started to get rid of her what she actually wanted. almost now its exam time. really saying i was not concentrated on studies that time truely coz of her. But somehow i got very good marks what i expected.thats god grace. Tution End before that. Her appearance end at the Tution but everywhere in the Ocean in my heart.